

hold me.and my hair was bleeding a rainbow array of colors onto the shower floor from my botched efforts to dye my hair with markers but in the end, they all just bled into one another and made this neon shade of pink. and i thought of you and how you've made me this way - rendered so isolated, so motivated, so captivated by you. i would bleed out a thousand colors for you, loosen my wrists and chase myself out of the darkest labyrinths of the heart buthold me.
you are so far away in texas.
i am the girl with the eyes too old for my age rimmed with black eyeliner, smo